I’m not sure why but suddenly I’m having some strange urges wayyyyy………………. too early. I’m stressed out about where the new baby is going to sleep. Where all the rest of us are going to sleep? What and how would the sleeping dynamics be once the baby arrives?

I’m suddenly stressed that this apartment is too small for the 4 of us plus a nanny. We have 1,810 square feet of space but it feels like 1,000 square feet because of Tee’s STUFF. I’m irritated. I want to move to a bigger, brighter place but moving is such a stressful affair. Just hunting for a property in itself that we can afford is a stressful affair.

The Hubs said that if we move, it would be another apartment or a gated community house because in this day and age in Kuala Lumpur, there are a lot of crazy people out there. Me included.

I need more sunlight. Suddenly, my dream apartment years ago is too dark. I still love the jungle views though but I need more light. This lack of light is depressing me. Or perhaps KL has just been bloody gloomy with the haze and a constant overcast sky.

My diabetes is depressing. I can hardly eat anything. It is SOOOOOOOO depressing for a food lover. And I get sugar highs and lows and headaches and dizziness and I’m tired all the time and my pee stinks of Oh! I won’t even go there!

And oh! where are we going to put the baby’s clothes? We need a new wardrobe, but where would THAT go? We have no more space!!! I am so stressed. I need a new hoover. I need to clean. What’s a good hoover to buy in KL? Karcher? I will not be affording a Rainbow.

*sigh* What to do? What to do? What to do?

OK. I’m going to reorganise my wardrobe right now to make space. That means giving away half my clothes to charity *sob*

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Who is Mamapumpkin?
Mamapumpkin spent 7 years in London committing crimes to gain her Bartlett degree in Architecture. She then spent 7 years as a Stay At Home Mom raising her children as documented in this blog of over 15 years thereafter returning to the Corporate World stronger than ever as the Country Director of a British Multinational. She sets out to prove to all, that you can have anything and everything that you want; if you have that fire of desire burning within and the drive to work hard. Even better with much love.

Mamapumpkin has not only grown corporate businesses successfully in the past but has grown not one but TWO network marketing businesses in the notorious MLM (Multi-Level Marketing) industry, achieving success in under 2 years. She believes in the MLM business model but realises the DRASTIC PITFALLS and great stigma attached to it, understanding EXACTLY WHY the majority would shy away (or RUN for their lives) from ANY MLM business. But open your eyes and take time to understand it intellectually, remove your hang-ups, confirm your research, and you may just want to seize an opportunity. She did. And no, she never went about chasing people for sales. She had a sophisticated system work for her through technology and a smartphone.

She now impacts lives authentically with proven strategies amassed through the last decade of her own transformation offering online coaching programmes and always supports the underprivileged. She believes that we can all have a life of our own desires to enable real contribution into the world. But first, one needs to understand what this all means.

A beautiful life without limits.

If you wish to learn some tools to propel your life forward guaranteed, be brave enough to make contact as her life's purpose is to build people. She operates through a discovery call after which she will commit to helping you. Or not.

Most lose out on an opportunity because they are afraid they would be sold to, conned or whatever fear resides in their brain without even trying. And that's on them.

Mamapumpkin is a living testimony that women really can have a lot. Being financially and time free has enabled her to travel the world anytime, anywhere, doing anything, and she spends most of her days with her children, having fun, and supporting others wherever she can. Also having fun.