This past year (June 2012 – June 2013) has been busy. So busy till I’ve lost myself.

I’ve not kept in touch with anyone, I’ve been sick on several occasions, even hospitalised, had pneumonia; traveled to Myanmar thrice, co-organised a public event, had a fabulous holiday over Christmas with my kids (which is the only positive memory that seems to come out of my head right now!), and I have seriously done a lot, but man, I’m burnt out.

B.U.R.N.T. O.U.T.

Is it worth it?

I’m not too sure.

Who has suffered? Definitely me! Possibly my kids, perhaps the Hubs though there are no complains, maybe my extended family? I wouldn’t know if they don’t say but the fact of the matter is, I no longer want to do this. There’s got to be more to life than this.

So I’ve started thinking about what I really want and we’ve established that apart from supporting the Children of Myanmar till fruition (gosh, I’ve co-adopted a whole load of kids!), we want to travel the world. We believe that traveling the world in tandem with actual academic pursuits such as reading, writing, Math and Science; will offer our 2 precious girls the best in education. We want them to taste, see, observe, listen, learn, do, think, touch, feel; in every climate, culture, circumstance and colour. We want their minds to be as broad as the Universe, as sharp as a brand new surgeon’s scalpel, as hard as a diamond’s surface, and as deep as the ocean’s floor; and we want their souls to be kind, sharing and giving, generous to fault, in adopting a legacy from their ever generous Nana.

And therein lies my mission in life. Apart from getting shagged by a hot, lustful man tonight.

Oh, I made a visit to an Osteopath this week (read hot, lustful man), and was advised to go for a RM1,200 blood test to detect certain bacteria in my blood due to overgrowth of yeast in my body contributing to all my ailments – asthma, sinusitis, pains and aches, tiredness and fatigue, edginess, headaches, itchiness and general discomfort.

Just so you know, hot, lustful man was hugging me tight and squeezing me during treatment, with his hot breathe into my ears and his cheek touching my cheek; oh, I could hardly contain myself!!! The Hubs though was in the next room with T1 getting treatment from another Osteopath, or I would have raped him myself.

Yup. I am not shy. I just go out and grab whatever I want. It’s worked well thus far.

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Who is Mamapumpkin?
Mamapumpkin spent 7 years in London committing crimes to gain her Bartlett degree in Architecture. She then spent 7 years as a Stay At Home Mom raising her children as documented in this blog of over 15 years thereafter returning to the Corporate World stronger than ever as the Country Director of a British Multinational. She sets out to prove to all, that you can have anything and everything that you want; if you have that fire of desire burning within and the drive to work hard. Even better with much love.

Mamapumpkin has not only grown corporate businesses successfully in the past but has grown not one but TWO network marketing businesses in the notorious MLM (Multi-Level Marketing) industry, achieving success in under 2 years. She believes in the MLM business model but realises the DRASTIC PITFALLS and great stigma attached to it, understanding EXACTLY WHY the majority would shy away (or RUN for their lives) from ANY MLM business. But open your eyes and take time to understand it intellectually, remove your hang-ups, confirm your research, and you may just want to seize an opportunity. She did. And no, she never went about chasing people for sales. She had a sophisticated system work for her through technology and a smartphone.

She now impacts lives authentically with proven strategies amassed through the last decade of her own transformation offering online coaching programmes and always supports the underprivileged. She believes that we can all have a life of our own desires to enable real contribution into the world. But first, one needs to understand what this all means.

A beautiful life without limits.

If you wish to learn some tools to propel your life forward guaranteed, be brave enough to make contact as her life's purpose is to build people. She operates through a discovery call after which she will commit to helping you. Or not.

Most lose out on an opportunity because they are afraid they would be sold to, conned or whatever fear resides in their brain without even trying. And that's on them.

Mamapumpkin is a living testimony that women really can have a lot. Being financially and time free has enabled her to travel the world anytime, anywhere, doing anything, and she spends most of her days with her children, having fun, and supporting others wherever she can. Also having fun.